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 I WONDER WHAT IS ENXIETY, DEPRESSED, STRESS?

Hey, this are pressures that comes when you get interested in something new but at a time you are not good enough to face it because there is something holding you back and other part is excited and at the end you can't decide. especially tanagers. it like we are the expert in those emotions, but some teenager don't experience that part which is okay but not SOOO okay! (that means you have not tried anything interesting and people are not counting on you) at some point it like you are at the edge of a tall building and about to throw yourself down. scared that you won't be able to get up again once you fall, and at the end of the day you are alone(no friends, or family), only because you pushed them away and you are waiting for  them to show up, knowing that  they don't even know what is wrong with you or you are not expecting someone to show up from heaven because you got nobody. it just kills you. that when the thought of giving up "quitting", loneliness kicks in. keep telling yourself it is nothing  but it hurts like hell.  and ending up like someone you know or you used to know.........! now you got all E.D.S combined.

the worst is not knowing what is wrong and knowing it because someone from nowhere told you SO and believing them. WTF!!!

I can't tell you "it is okay" it is the worst. but let us not let expectations and pressure fall between what we care about. we have to let it go and start over it is never easy "to love if you hate, and hate when you love" or you can accept it instead of fighting with it and use it as a weapon.  

NOTHING IS WRONG IT IS JUST PRESSURE 

THE REALLY QUESTION WOULD BE,

WHAT IS WRONG WITH THE WORLD(PEOPLE)?

 

It is good to know that there people who wants you to be better, but its hard to know their intention when they don't care about your feelings. sometimes its good to ask than commanding.